Words can't say what love can do

2005-11-08T07:57:00.000-08:00

1) say hi to the gorgeous 3 members of min-errr gang. dear dear. 2 are missing:(:(:(
2)a pic with totally no link. wee wee trying to stab hunk, hunk acting sexy with his snapple, and i died laughing
3)meiyan and jess on the happy side, me and hunk on the cool side: )
4)happy family: )
5)1b07 gathering: )
6)hunk and his girlfriend, omara
7)me and jack
8)taken with jeremy's phone, it looks like we are on some cold places, but actually it's just tamp control station
9)last but not least, introducing my lovely ah ma dog, debbie!!!!!

The end of a thing is better than its beginning:
The patient in spirit is better than the proud in the spirit.
Do not hasten in your spirit to be angry,
for anger rest in the bosom of fools.
~~~Ecc7:8-9~~~

My world means nothing without YOU!
ChiewS

2005-11-06T17:31:00.000-08:00

alrighty... i shall declare myself bankrupt today... cos today is 7th nov. argh...birthday of a hunk, LESTER TAN JIE JUN. haha. i shall postpone ur present to christmas. u will get a choob or pinkq $15 voucher:):):) aint u happy? we gonna rock the whole of marina square later~ snap snap snap.

i will be rushing off to sch in a moment time to school. awww. how awful it is. but its ok. im meeting my strawberry later, and i'll make sure she wouldt get to sit with tt rabbit! hee.

hahahaha. alrighty. read the following and fall in love with it:) its extracted from someone's blog.
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Love u
Happy today....... sch holidays le....... lyk it manx......... it coolx.........dun haf to study anymore......... i hate to study...........haha...........i wan to say smth to my new friend that i noe around 4 mth ago....i met this friend in church.......i get to noe them by my tution teacher...since i met my new friend..... i haf been so happy....cos they bring happiness to my life... i no longer feel that my life is so boring....... i feel that having to noe them is a happy thing.......they make me feel that i haf a sister lyk them who love me so much......i haf so much to say to them... but i am shy to say out....so i write it in my blog...hope they will see it.....Alway see them smiling and laugting all the timeI still haf so many to sae to them... but i will write inside here.... hope they will see it.......Thank for giving me a chance to noe u all....... I love u all........
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whahaha. apparently the people she mention is me and daphne. she has created a blog for the 2 of us, just to write down how she feels abt us. no worries. she's not a lesbian. she got her des**** alright. hee. likw wow... my dear, if u are reading this, u can forget abt daphne, write more on me ok??? u love me more than her. hawhaw. i'll reply u and ur sis letter. and liwen, if u dare to mess up my hair again, i will box u. haha.

lastly, me and mr hunko

Happy birthday my boy:)

ChiewS, Christ lives in me:)

2005-11-04T09:12:00.000-08:00

ok... after a big hooha about 1b07 may split, we got back in the same class again. oh well. im fine with it. just tt i have to see tt rabbit who-thinks-she's-cool-but-she's-not. i might re-hire suatty again, but i bet she will exhort more $$$ from me. its ok. i can still see my strawberry next mon:):):) i promise to study hard this sem!!!

Lester Tan Jie Jun: i have decided to study hard when sch reopen. so mon i'll be busy mugging. i wouldt be free at all. so im sorry. no b'dae celebration:(:(:( and coffeebean dun want you!!!!!!!!!!! whahahaha!!!!!:P sorry. hee. haha. i know which service tt guy is:) grace is amazing but not tt grace. whahah. and i love jin zhu:)

ChiewS loves Jesus: )

2005-11-01T19:46:00.000-08:00

ok. as i was working ytd, i realised there's this type of girl that i'm scared of... yucky yuck. if u meet the almost all the follow requirments, stay away from me pls.

1)loves taking neoprint with the "scissor, paper, stone" style
2)got "gang", made up of ppl of their own kind
3)super chinese-speaking
4)knows all the chinese singers, but dunno who's ppl like alicia keys or craig david
5)they all the ones that will join competition like "project superstar" or "super host", even tho they... u shld know what i'm going to say.
6)fav vulgarity. "qu si ba"
7)kbox is their life, and thank God for kbox, we wouldt get to hear their horrendous chinese singing. we are protected. **standing o'vation for kbox and staff**
8)love reading/watching chinese comics/drama like "meteor garden" to satisfy their fantasy.
9)go for 5566, SHE, energy autograph session. they all the ones that q for days....
10)they are all act cuters
11)got friendster, but half of their friends are never meet b4 ones
12)friendster profile, the fav books section. "i nEvEr ReAd BoOkS WoRxX", or if there's, those chinese love story.ugh
13) had crashes to the most popular guy in class, but tease other girls abt it.

if u really happen to meet most of the requirments, pls, stay 500 miles away from me. i love you, but i cant promise that i wouldt box u. im serious.

ChiewS

2005-10-27T19:59:00.000-07:00

YES!!!!!!! i have succeeded in "hacking" to almost all e314 members' blog to advertise my new nick. ULTIMATE CUTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes. no more 55, tanya chua, peggy lau. pls call me ultimate cutie from today onwards:):):)

ULTIMATE CUTIE rox!

2005-10-26T09:17:00.000-07:00

jns, jess, caylin. read this. i wanna go travel!!!! when are we launching our m'sia trip. we lk talking abt this since mths ago? we go after our bf alright??? i wanna leave s'pore...

ChiewS, dying to go travelling

2005-10-24T11:37:00.000-07:00

my eyrs are blurred now,,, and im still updating my blog.. all becos i wanna say a big birthday to NANCY HUTAJUYA!!!!!!!!! haha dun fall down too much now, esp when u see me. i know im just ar... too gorgeous... hee

ChiewS

2005-10-23T10:12:00.000-07:00

been thinking lately... should i hold on, or should i just let it go...

how i wish somebody will knock me out with a stick right now. at least i can choose to forget.

but that's escaping. a way where losers will chose. but its the easier way out, at least u can shake off all responsiblities.

somebody pls... hold my hand when im down. hold it tight.

All i need is You, Jesus
ChiewS

2005-10-22T02:13:00.000-07:00

Ok. i just couldt resist posting all these picsssssss:)))))

1) my maid, suatty, aged 17 but acts like 7, looks like 70. errr. suatty. this should be how we react when we see u right? lol.
2)me and my lovely duffy... ahhh.. my dear gal. love ya to no end!
3)sending willie bro off... he's coming back!!! haha.
4)ahahahaha. sorry iris(middle) but i got to say this. u look like some grandma in this pic. cute! haha
5)a quick shot before sending will off
6) sigh, a sad pic... my token of love to tt rabbit. now we are arch love rival...
7)nancy hutajuya. the queen of no balance**slip and fall**
8)ah ma iris thinking about her man all the way back in china, fujian
9)ahhhhh.... my love... strawberry kisser:) she's mine u corny rabbit!
10) sometimes i got to hide my gorgeous face behind... plastic bag???

2005-10-21T21:13:00.000-07:00

argh. this sux big time. i got sore eyes:(

5/6 in my family got it. my dad is the last man standing. oh man. how can i get this bloody red eye disease???**sobsob** wait till i find that ass that spread the sore eye to my family, will get him/her to cover my loss of not working today and mon=$110! then i'll chop him/her to million and one pieces. no mercy!

having sore eyes is no joke. it itches, pain, cant open eyes with u wake up, and makes u look like a bloody red eyed monster. its like so ugh. worst, u got to wear tight-fitting sunglass when u go out, which leds to terrible headache. the whole is like staring at me, who's this siao woman wearing sunglass, even at night. yes. i got stares when i go simpang bedok after cell yesterday. i know i got a gorgeous face, but well, dun stare too much, before it take off my sunglass and start infecting everyone in simpang. i do feel like cyclops in xmen.

praying tt my eyes will turn white soon. send me get well soon cards! whether u likeit or not, u got no choice. better dun provoke me meanwhile, b4 i got the urge to clone another red eye. lets see, who bullied me this week. emmm. where do tt sickening rabbit stay? and who said my album song is called "tai dou rou". i shall see who call me 55 in church tmr.... red-eyed ChiewS is eyeing for the next victim....

Bei "pitch" de nu ren

ChiewS is resting on the thought that Jesus is watching over her

2005-10-18T10:42:00.000-07:00

dalalalala.... im back from work and class chalet.... wheeeee:)

work is nice:) I dun mind travelling all the way to Boon lay to work, but at least reward me with nice food!! the food in JP **** to the core and worse still, they are not cheap. 1 meat+b 1 veg = 4 bucks!!!!! well, i better start cooking my meal beside my cart tmr onwards. perhaps i can sell pots, using the pots to demo and make my meal... how nice:) shall i cook red ruby first???

class chalet. i must say its a good one. of cos its good. who's there. urs truly here:p sigh. many ppl missed the highlight of the chalet becos the lead(me) came late. its ok. just ask me out and i'll brighten up ur life. eat beehoon by ah fong, crabmeat by dunno who. then went in to the room and saw my love rival, RABBIT there. argh. she's the anti climax of the chalet. hahaha. dun u ever touch my strawberry!!!!!!! chat, sent louis off, watch 2 really lousy movie from ch 8 and 5. its really low budget show lah. then create havoc in the room, took pics and videos:) play till 5 plus, went down the beach to wait for the sun to rise. i wanted to play the playground there after we sent louis off. all becos of the looney RABBIT (again) saw the GHOST are playing there at night. feel like pulling every single of her fur. argh... the sun took so long to rise. went off w/o seeing the sun to play the playground. hee. had a fun time there. played the spider web(im the fastest!), slide(shit, i stuck in the middle to the slide when iris and nancy slede down so fast). flying fox, swing and this turn turn giddy giddy thingy. we all realised tt time, nancy hutajuya has no sense of balance at all. she like fell down a zillion time**shake head** went back, all tired, slept for one hr or so, leaving huta and elene to clear the place. hee. booked out at 9 plus, went home. tired......

Chap 1 is wrote. when will chap 2 come out? happy ending?

ChiewS thinks that Jesus rox!

2005-10-12T18:03:00.000-07:00

its so easy to say that u have FAITH in everything... faith in God, faith in ur friends and family. but when testing come, will u hold on to ur faith?

im tired, but still full of faith:)

ChiewS

2005-10-11T09:25:00.000-07:00

just got back from prayer meeting. it was good:) and all the madness at the train. like so ki chee ki chee lk that. im gonna start working next week, and it's like all the way at jurong point!!!. sigh. the price u have to pay when u are in need of money. God, pls drop down a bag of gold bars, so i wouldt have to work so hard. anyway, enough of complaining, i must make good use of the few days i have, sleep all i want, play all i want.

my whole body is like aching from the swimming ytd. argh... pain pain pain. i shldt have tell mop that i went swimming ytd, to spare myself from all the," you can float meh?" nonsense. lk so tanya chua lk tt. ki chee ki chee... omara!!!!!!!!!

oh yah!!!!!!! to all the 1B07 ppl, i cant make it for the class chalet man... boo boo. cos i need to work my socks out. but dun miss me ok? strawberry kisser, dun sleep next to rabbit when im not ard, Big ChiewS is watching....

Jesus reigns
ChiewS

2005-10-09T06:16:00.000-07:00

YES!!!!!!!!!! i've change a new blog skin!!!!!!!!! its so orange, and orange makes ppl happy:)

today's service is good, as in the msg and the way pastor preach. its soo funny:) had a good time during service. and ryan gave his heart to Jesus today:):):) its good. von must be very happy. and im sure the angels in heaven are happy too:)

next week will be busy busy for me. mon and tues there's prayer meeting, wed there's BS, fri there's TGIF!!!!! wooooh, cant wait for fri. im gonna be usher(ugh) and counsellor. why i ugh at being a usher? im just speaking on behalf of moppie. he says ppl will just walk when they see my face. how flattering... but its ok, my morale aint going to be crush. i will continue to usher my way out:)

SOMEBODY PLEASE DECLARE ME AS A GENUIS PLEASE!!!!!!!! i changed my skin!!! isnt it way cooler of some batman???????? haha. but i still love your skin mr moppie. but i know u must be thinking my blogskin is very"jian ya".. i know...

gonna declare my change of skin to the whole world. tag plsssssss

ChiewS, strong in Christ:)

2005-10-07T11:10:00.000-07:00

This one is for the mothers...
Who've lost a child
This one is for the gypsys
Who left their hearts behind
This is for the strangers
Sleeping in my heart

Take what they want
And leave while it's still dark
No one is glamourous
Lonely, all by themselves

This is a song for the unloved
This is a music for one last cry
This is a prayer that tomorrow will help me leave the past behind
It's a song for the unloved (the unloved)

This one's for the bridesmaid
Never the bride
This one's for the dreamers
Who locked their faith inside
This is for the widows
Who think there's only one

The dying fathers that never told their sons
No one is glamourous, lonely
Follow your heart...Ohh

Tomorrow the sun will shine
And dry the tears in your eyes
Suddenly love comes alive...For one last cry
Just one last cry...

i found this will looking for a blogskin to fight against moppie's batman child shin. quite cool. its called "song for the unloved":)

ChiewS loves Jesus

2005-10-07T09:59:00.000-07:00

ok dokie... im back with freshy juicy abt ur beloved ChiewS:)

bascially, i really dun feel lk blogging now... becos im tired, after what lester tan the mop did to me today. seriously, i dunno why im so influence by tt curly mop... for listening to him to blog despite me longing for my comfort bed after a long long lonnnnnng day. God, why???

HURHUR. i met liting first for lunch, or rather, she's the one eating, and im just the lunch watcher. i ate b4 i meet her, and just couldt stuff anything more inside my puny stomach. actually, im just afraid tt the more i eat, the more 55 i'll hear. im gonna break the curse of 55. its a terrible curse by lester, where i can hear the the number 55 when i walk past he and jess. argh!!!! God help me!!!! anyway, after meeting liting, i met lester for our outing. yeah. it was lk...?!

i nearly killed that guy for being indecisive... we listed out all the place we can go, and the places are lk (1)sentosa (2) little india (3) orchard (4) marina bay~ to eat the "bar-be-q" steamboat (5) chinatown(6) escape theme park... option (1) and (2) is out, even tho we wanna go, but we got cell after that, and cant afford to go cell with our clothes wet. (2) and (5) is out, becos he says there's nothing there. (4) is out becos we nearly forgot we are on veg fast (5) is out becos i dun feel lk going places where there's a lot of ppl... so in the end, we want esplanade instead, after an intense discussion of where to go. just this conversation drained my energy out, and he decides to drain it further by running all over esplanade... i reach esplanade really breathless. we took pics on my phone, and left esplanade for marina south.

we ate lunch, and continue to walk. we went Pan Pacific hotel to play the lift, but the attempt is failed, we ended taking more pics in the garden, and writing postcards for others. i wrote to tiff, JK and jess. he wrote to sis yuling and duffy. yes yes my dear, they are very happy when they receive the cards. we went off after that, back to marina south for more shopping.

we planned to go SKINS to look ard, but yes, the attempt is failed again. we got distracted by this photo machine, and developed the photos we took today, which i must say i regretted letting him taking those photos to his cell. im now keeping my fingers crossed that he wouldt bring it up on sunday. the photos came out, and well... he look gorgeous as usual, and as for me, he says i look lk those that charactor from "gao xiao xing dong." well. its ok. i can take it... im used to it....

we bought drinks from this shop called "ki-li-ni", and their ice lemon tea is lk sooo loser. headed back to the east for cell gp at night.

i know u want me to say that u brighten up my life and stuff lk tt. but im not going to say. WHAHAHAHA. but u shld know how u feel deep down inside, u indeed brighten up my life, despite u showing my unglam photos to ur cell members**shake head**, calling me, peggy, 55, tanya chua(the list is endless), giving me dead stares when all i want to do is sing some praise songs, running all over the place and leaving the poor me to catch up on you. but all in all, i still love you my boy. i cherish ya really alot, really a lot:)

last but not least, this is for you my boy.

OMARA ROX!!!!!!!!!! haha:)

remember to update, ur new blogskin is lk oh well, reminds me of the little you.
JK!!!!!!! i really need a new blogskin to fight against his batman skin!!!!!!

ChiewS, running after her amazing God :)

2005-10-05T08:05:00.000-07:00

Im losing the passion...

passion of blogging, that is... i can't seems to write like i used to too... i cant really write anyway. sometimes when i see some things out there, i will forget all of then when i sit down on my comp table... i wanna write like lest and jns... they' re born lit students( Lest, u shld be a lit student instaed of hist, at least tan yen lin wouldt scold u for taking out ur shoe in the middle of the class) being a hist student aint cool at all. jns dear, hilter aint cool!!! his moustache is being burned in hell, the everlasting fire... tan yen lin is more cool than him, she still got the chance to go heaven, if she confessed her sin of using terror on her students. argh... perhaps i should buy myself a notebook, to pen down what i see. at least i wouldt be burden by my amnesia. but nonononono.... Chiews aint going to follow Lest/jns' style, Chiews got her style baby... lets call it the style of 55(?!)

this thing caught my eye... Petai roots tea pack. it claims it can prevents fatigue, improves alertness... well, i need it.. but the attractive back is that it can help you LOSE WEIGHT!!!! in as much as i dun enjoy tea... i'll drink it... for the sake for losing some unglamourous fats ard me... at least, i wouldt hear numbers coming out of lest and jess' mouth when they see me. yeah.

fdsfdsf

2005-10-03T22:11:00.000-07:00

test test~~

im back blogging fans.. lalala~~~ im back~~ for a sort while.. cos im tired:(

and bye for now:p i dunno what to blog.. my life is quite bland and not colourful

till then.. see ya!!! **wave**

ChiewS is strong with Jesus

2005-09-26T09:03:00.000-07:00

my heart is cold... icy cold... becos i lost the blog entry tt i wrote... its cold... frezzing cold... im losing the motivation to blog again... help...

2005-09-22T21:02:00.000-07:00

i cant seem to blog now.... im lk going to backslide from the blogging world AGAIN. haha. perhaps a change of blogskin will help a little**hinthint to pekko** emmm.. there's no inspiration for me to blog... lets seem... class chalet in oct... there's a bbq... and i don't take meat... haha.. maybe me and my lovely strawberry kisser can grill come veg over the pit.. staying over??? sure.. but i guess the gals wouldt be able to sleep, judging tt i do kick when i sleep... hope suatty will be released from jail by then.. so she can serve me in the chalet...

im lk waiting for my phone to start ringing anytime.. to receive the fearing exams result. will somebody hack into the tp com system and erase the results... oh dear. pls pls God. i do not want to take supp paper... argh... **praying hard and hard**

ChiewS with an amazing God:)

2005-09-20T10:55:00.000-07:00

its amazing.... im amaze on how my samsung phone began to fail me, where my no 6 button decides to die on me. im amaze by how some ppl can talk w/o their brains, shooting things off just lk that... im amaze by how my God change my life, 564564 degree change... im amaze by my Lord Jesus Christ, on how He endure all the pains and insults to die for the insignificant me on the cross. honestly, if i were Jesus, guess i'll send thunders and lions and perhaps some little dogs to strike the ppl. guess ChiewS is not as nice as u think... im amaze but how ppl cant take my frankness, giving me disapproving looks for saying sth direct and true to them... im amaze by myself, on how i take ppl's comment to heart, and jus have to swallow it down by myself, w/o telling anyone. im amaze....

amazed ChiewS with the Amazing God

2005-09-13T07:27:00.000-07:00

Firstly. i will like to make a public apology to all of u ppl out there... recently, there is this maid who cut another maid''s body, and dump the body at orchard. she has made headlines in all the newspapers, the zao bao, the wan bao, the xing ming ri bao, the newpaper, Berita harian, berita mingu, tamil murasu, today and the straits time. to media "tried" to hide her face but using those silly cartoons. but its ok ppl. i shall announce to the whole world, who is she... she is none other than my maid. SUATTY MUTITI. the motive behind her killing tt maid i dunno. but im sorry for hiring her to spore, that she has the chance to create trouble... from what i analyse... the motive could be tt she has the high need to be famous... she did tried to use the more sane way... by joining the project superstar... well... u use ur butt and think enuf liao... yes ppl... she has failed the audition... she was super discouraged... but thank God for her there's another show... the ch 8 acting show... well this time... just use ur mucus and think... yes ppl... she has failed again... **thank God for us:p** her discouragment has been bulit up so high, tt she has turn to killing!!!! Just to be famous!!!! she got what she has... and i guess she's happy now.. she's locked up in the changi prison B7 cell, all chained up... no wonder we cant see her at the class outing dinner last night...

well... enuf of nonsense... im currently nursing my super stiff neck, and it hurts when i just move a little.. oh dear.. im getting old... im now using those ah ma's plaster to relieve the pain... argh.....

class outing at swesens ytd... haha.. we had lots of laughter nad joy.. but more fun there will be if not for my stiff nick... we took lots of pic. will upload it if i got the time... it was all fun.. hahaha. ms yamuna is a relief teacher at some pri sch today. im not surprised that she will be bullied, and she will end up shouting to the vlass. doubt she will cry over this.. but i think she will go ard slapping the poor kids... and we have another familar face on the newsapaper again...

just want to clear ur doubts ppl... ming zhen is not from st hilda's... if u think she is, (or she's the only one? lol) she's not ok. she's from Da ChiewS' sec sch, a sch famous for babes lk the both of us:) and ya... she owes me $249, after a discount of 1 dollar, cos i gave her a lesson on life. haha

i gonna sleep now... stiff neck...

Living a life strong and victorious for Jesus:)
ChiewS, loving Jesus:)

2005-09-10T08:24:00.000-07:00

hols are here... and im working... honestly.. i dun mind.. haha.. at least i enjoy more freedom this way... i can buy whatever i want... w/o thinking how my parents feel abt it... went down to bukit merah to wk today.. lk what duffy says.. its really a no brainer job... and it pays good money$$$$ i owe u one dear... tada... a blank cheque!!!! just tell me what u want to eat and ur lovely gal here will bring u there:) work starts offically on mon. tho its no brainer... but the distance is far......... some how. i need to decide between time and comfort.. shld i take a bus whick takes a longer time but lesser ppl, or shld i take train, which cost more and lots of ppl, and i still need to take a bus... emmm...

You alone are my source
ChiewS

2005-09-08T06:12:00.000-07:00

Exams are finally finally over.... im so tired physically... gonna pray tt i wouldt have to take supp paper man. argh... me gonna work thruout the hols....

sad man... a sem just ended lk tt. gonna miss a lot of ppl. hahaha. but more ppl will miss me!!!!!!!!! esp sarah, becos im her strawberry, and to the very fact that im better than MOUSEY!!!!!!!!!! and well, guess today is the last time the class will get to see suatty. becos i'd sacked her and she's rowing sampang back to indonesia today.**cheers and celebrate** the class are planning for a chalet... emmm... sounds fun.. hopefully i'll be able to make it? how good is a chalet w/o me huh? ;p haha. dinner at this restuarant called NYDK or sth this mon. been spending money lk mucus lately... must learn how to budget budget already.

a talk with mr chia ytd makes me realise what i choose this blogskin man.... hahaha. depends its all planned...im waiting for the guy that will seat beside me on the double decker bus.... guess mr chia regreted deeply for telling me this... i shall continue to rant abt this.... **im waiting** hahaha. he's gonna come. pardon me for behaving strangely when im on the double decker bus... all becos of the "prophesy" mr chia gave me... he said that he saw me and his handsome looking guy on the double decker bus (in his dream), and from his description, it sounds lk my dream guy. lol! lk so lame lk tt. and both of us lk **censor** its quite lame... hahaha. but real funny: )

"whom have i in Heaven...but You"
ChiewS: )

2005-08-31T06:45:00.000-07:00

Amazingly, i make an effort to mug today. i went all the way back to tp, print all the CSA notes all over again(becos i lost it all!!!!) then self study at tp library. bascially, 3/4 of my brain cells are dead. studies really kills. they emit an virus into ur brain, which takes over the function of ur brain. how do u noe u r infected? when u slowly change ur sense of dressing. u think black rimmed spects are cool, carrying an haversack is cooler than a sling bag..... argh.... help....... U R A NERD!!!!!!!! NERD!!!!!!!!! NERD!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE CLEMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I..........must.............mug............................

Your are my source, my Salvation.....
ChiewS

2005-08-30T13:45:00.000-07:00

some shoutsss out to do........

min-errrr gang: lets us live strong for Christ. none of us will leave the presense of God. we will con't to serve Him till our last breath.... we gonna stick on and move forward. caylin will be the ministry head of children church, looking after our children, moppie tan will be the best actor in CHC, acting in every big/small event of CHC. jess will take over sis annabelle, and be the lead singer, leading praise and worship. jns baby cutie will be the best cell leader first, then the ZS, with the most members in ur zone. what abt me?? **stretch head** emmm. i dunno. perharps i'll be a wandering missionary gypsy, spreading the gospels all ard the world. whatever it is, min-err gang will still shine for the Lord, we will stick on forever. no one is to leave the gang, rock on!!!!!!!!!

duffy: i really thank God for a cell mate lk you, u are truly a blessing in my life(and i'm a greater blessing to u :p) u are God's precious daughter. u are special in His sight. con't to grow stronger for the Lord. God loves you, He really do. His stretching you now, to do greater things for Him. never give up, keep pressing on... thanks for the heart-to-heart talks we had on the bus and cab rides. i cherish this friendship... i really do...

to you: i dunno what has happened that both of us ended lk this. i cant even talk to u, and have to go such an extent that i have to read ur blog and now how u r doing. the change in u freaks me out. i rather u go back to ur old self. anyway. u may not know, but i still love you. im looking and praying to the day where u will go back to Him, and find back ur first love.

I fall down on my knees, telling You, "You are all that i need, the only treasure i'll seek"
ChiewS loves Jesus: )

2005-08-29T23:40:00.000-07:00

Hi my to all my beloved fans out there...

this afternoon, while i was having my lovely beauty sleep, i was rudely interrupted by my sms tone. it was an oversea no, and the msg is lk in CHINESE!!! its lk how many donkeys and cheekenssss years that i last receive a chinese msg. bascially, the msg goes lk this.... ni hao! emmm. due to you who may not understand chinese, and my poor command of han yu pin yin, the rest of the msg will be in eng. anyway. the msg is abt some retarded man from china, telling me i won a 2nd prize from some donkey and cheekenssss company, which is lk 16.8 million dollars. and tt donkey man tell me to give him an oversea call, and identity himself as mr chen. lk so hehhhh(prawn) lk tt. what has ChiewS got to do with china, i mean, i only went china once in my 17 life, tt's all man.... and this china company msg me to tell me i went this 16.8 million bucks, US somemore. its really lk hehhhh lk tt. ChiewS is not silly k, mr chen, ChiewS is daughter of God. dun cheat me lk tt k? so hehhhh(prawn)

This few days, i cant believe tt i wrote testimonies in FRIENDSTER!!!! it lk so hehhhh... at first all i want to add sarah as a friend, write her a testimony, then boot her out and maintain my lovely 0 friend list. then i decided to add in the rest of my tp friends, write them a testimony, then deleted them. but seems tt more and more ppl are requesting to add me. but somehow, istill hate friendster, it lk so lame. ppl will just add u, even u dunno them well those kind. i just wanna true friends, the rest can go away. i wouldt add ppl for the sake of numbers.

to the donkey tt i was angry with in my last entry..... ahahahahah. I blocked you!!!!!! ChiewS blocked you!!!!!! dun come and bother me k? i BLOCKED you!!!!!

In the name of Jesus, all hearts melted and mended...
Da ChiewS loves Jesus!!!!

2005-08-27T10:57:00.000-07:00

was writing a really good entry just now. but some ppl had to spoil it. some ppl just S**k to the core. talk w/o thinking(perharps they cant), double standard life. God bless you anyway. my time is too precious to waste it on you. i wonder why im so stupid to call u and be all nice too you, when this is not the first time u said all this crap. stop trying to put me down by saying all those sh*t. i can easily put u down in front of everybody. but unlike you. i got sense. shouldnt waste my time on ppl lk you. all the things you said shall be reflect back to u. Good luck.

ChiewS is angry and pissed, and mind you, she got a temper too.

but ChiewS still loves Jesus:)

2005-08-18T08:50:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone...
im so hungry that i could eat an steamed elephant now. tired+hungry makes me piss. gran cook hokkien mee today, and all i can do is to smell it, and leave the house quickly b4 i finished up the whole pot myself. im gonna wake up early to eat roti papa which my dad bought for breakfast. emmm, let me see. there is 3 of them. good. enuf to last me to sch, which im gonna clear all the food there at mensa. sorry ppl of tp... Mensa no operating tmr, as i ate up all the food.

oh dear oh dear.... exams in 17 days time..... hoilday in another 22 days time... then separation from my dear classmates of 1b07... gonna miss all of ya. have a great time in class. hopefully my maid suatty will still be in my class next sem, so that she can serve me faithfully again. will miss her retarded actions. and ms wushu, cant practice my wushu skills on u... thank God i still got jacky...lol. ms huta, my guitar skills are wonderful k. gonna miss ya too. but can see ya in church. if i do, i'll tell ya cell member to call u ms huta. sarah and iris... sarah always bully poor cheena woman. lol. have a great time during project discussions. talking abt project mates, not forgetting the hip-hop queen, esther! hahaha. hope to see u breakdance one of these days! and lots of ppl... ratna, the printing aunite elene, peihua, peiyan, chili padi yamuna, daph the 1st gal i talk to, mz, nuridah my ex st hilda's mate, van, dayne, the soon be political leader jama, south park looking eden, louis, KC, kavin and not forgetting the class clowns, min fei and weicong, never fails to ring laughter to the class... hahaha. gonna miss u guys:)

gals only class photos:) taken on national day eve after commskills class.

My life is on the altar, i gave my heart to You, no intention to ask it back.
ChiewS

2005-08-12T18:16:00.000-07:00

these few days, my cell was lk saying who and who got this or that pet phrase...

Sis yuling: oh my GOSH!!
daphy: GOSH!!!
jeremy: goodness gracious me/yes yes yes/ no problem/beautiful
pete: yo/no way/lah
ben: no no no
yvonne: really meh?
jacky: eeek, *somebody* so bad
weiling: *stretch head* huh?
mich: ???

not going to tell u guys my pet phrase... the following is my other dear friends pet phrase

moppie tan: shuddup/so smelly/tanya chua
jns: oh dear....
jess: shuddup lah
caylin: heh
suatty: *when seeing me* madam
Xiu yu: WUSHU
iris: huh?
sarah: *emmm*???
Ms Huta: so excitin...
JJ: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH....................
JK: ay... so bad...
Shawn: fierce!

ok. that's all today folks.

everyday, i draw closer to You....

ChiewS, loving Jesus

2005-08-08T09:52:00.000-07:00

Happy 16th anniversary to CHC!!! went service at SIS ytd. start q-ing at ard 9am. was melting inside the q. so hot!!! cell sat at south, first row. was a bad place as in we had to sit up real straight to see the stage. but we are the nearest to the stage. reminds me of rev benny hinn conference. service was great nevertheless: ) we went to eat at marina food court then went down to SKIN, pastor sun's shop. whee!!!!! pastor sun was there!!! bro mark too!!! lol. the shop was quite crowded. walk ard the mall for a while. ben, jacky and pete took me as their football tt day. they(ben, jeremy, pete and jacky) are supposed to play football after service. but got held up for lunch and everything. the 3 of them practiced their tripping skills on me, trying to trip over me. i tried to trip them, but their legs seems to be weight 100kg of sth, no effect on them. den we lk playing this game of lifting up others bag and put it down heavily on them. as usual, im on the losing end. i always carry so much things with me, and my heavy bag just landed so heavily on my poor body. gonna have my revenge tmr.

went separate way after tt. the guys went to have a quick game, sis yuling and liting+wen went suntec to get a slippers for liwen. she broke hers while playing with me, and we lk trying to tape it back for her with some sticky tape. daph went boon lay to run some errands for her teacher. weiling went down bugis to meet her mum. was thinking of not to wk. but thank God i went, despite sleeping less than 4 hrs tt day and stomach pain. wk was ok. hoping time will pass faster as usual.

went down to bedok to meet with the guys (jeremy, ben and pete) for supper at simpang. lol. saw amelia, issac, jns and jess there. they are lk laughing when they saw me. cos they were talking abt me b4 i came, lk saying how much i had change. lk heh lk tt. lol. watch epl there. chelsea vs Arsenal me and ben on chelsea side, jeremy and pete on arsenal's. chelsea scored a goal when we arrived. scored another one halfway thru our meal. lol. jeremy and pete lk so pissed, esp the former. the loser have to buy ice teh for us, and ferroer rocher for me!!! the 3 guys went ben's hse to watch the remaining match. i went home first. arsenal scored a goal wheni was abt to enter the cab. but thank God chelsea won in the end! lol. gonna collect my ice teh and chocolates from the 2 guys tmr: ) whee!!!!!!!!!!

meeting up with the cell to play bowl and pool, and eat steamboat and watch kaboom(firework) gonna have another round of fun tmr: )

All my life, dwelling in Your Holy place

ChiewS

2005-08-06T10:36:00.000-07:00

went FOP ytd and today. the 2 bands lead well. but i was quite pissed by ytd ppl. dun understand why ppl will take the presence of God so lightly, go toilet in the midst of the service, left the hall b4 everything end. lk hello??? dun come if u got 30 mins bladder and u want to leave the place early. ppl got turned out becos of u selfish ppl. and the ppl seating behind me today got some leg problem i think. kept pushing the chair with their stinking legs. badmouthing our church. well. i leave it all to God. good luck to u on Judgement Day. God will deal with u ppl for badmouthing His House and ppl.

anyway. enough of them. dayne and her friend join me for FOP ytd. had a rather hard time to get them in. usher lk keep asking me to give up the seats. quite difficult to shoo her away. but thank God all made in in the end. today, my acc tutor's friends joined us. thank God they made it in too. usher lk getting better to demand ppl to give up seats nowadays. must start training my shooing skills.

bought cross album ytd. whee!!! its soooooooooo cool. its a must buy!!!!!! reasons? 1) im part of the audience singing for this album (2) we had overnight prayer meeting to pray for this album (3) the songs are really nice!!!!!!!!!!!!! gonna get the dvd soon. lol. can see myself in the video:) guess i'll just puke lah.

went home with jeremy, pete and jie han after FOP today. had a good time talking to jiehan. im matchmake jiehan and liwen together. cos i found out their bdae on the same day. jiehan lk so funny b4 the FOP service. cos i joked with him tt liwen was my daughter. i din expected him to buy my story. today, he asked me whether im wking or studying. lk so funny. i was wearing a bit formal today. and he guessed tt i was 23 yrs old..... :( hahaha. not bad. i earned a son-in-law today.

16th anniversary tmr. gonna wake up real early. im so tired........ sleeping soon:)

You alone can satisfy my longing...

ChiewS

2005-08-03T23:02:00.000-07:00

been wanting to add in this song by Corrinne May into my blog. its called "All that i need." pekko,if u r reading this, help me k??? very very nice song. a worship song. this whole album is soooooooooo nice!!!!!!! bought it at white sand. no regrets at all. rates=4.5/5. i can give it 5 stars, but 0.5 star is gone becos the songs are too nice, too radio friendly. got a bit sick of it after a few days. but still nice!!! lol. she really used the talents God given her in a Godly way. cheers!!! meaningful lyrics. lend my CD to daph. gonna get her 2nd album soon:)

All That I Need
Corrinne May

I'm sorry that i hurt you
i took for granted all you gave so freely to me
i prayed it's not too late
to save you from a broken heart
to promise you i'll make a brand new start
believe me when i say

*you are all that i needthe only treasure i see
you're the air that helps me breathe through the darkest night
when i fall down on my knees
i was blind but now i see
you are all that i need*

When no one far from perfect
like a child that needs a guiding hand
can you stay here with mei finally understand
you've always been the missing part
complete the jigsaw puzzle of my heart
please hear me when i say
Please let me hear your voice again
let me hear you say your love will never end
that whatever it takes you'll be there
when i say

<---- pic of my smelly bro. what a fake smile!

ChiewS

staying strong

2005-08-03T22:54:00.000-07:00

lots of things has been happened lately. but we all gonna hold on tight to each other, to fight off these attacks together. daph, u been standing by me when im attacked. now its my turn. i'll be with u no matter what happened. we gonna stay strong and grow for the Lord, knowing at the end of the road, we all can stand in front of the Lord with confidences, and God will look at us, saying He's proud of what we did. we are now like Job, been attacked by puny satan. but we all gonna fight againest the devil. we are the salt of the earth and light of the world. nothing is impossible when God is with us. Jesus reigns!!! love you guys:)

everythings gonna be alright:)

ChiewS

2005-07-30T10:52:00.000-07:00

was interrupted from my beauty sleep by a call today. aunt called me to wk for her today. and im wking at HELEN tmr. bugis... was having this funny thot when i wk today. i feel that im someone who's afraid of commitment. lk commitment in ministy, commitment in studies and commitment in a RELATIONSHIP. will i be a good gf, a good wife and a good mother?

my ideal husband must be:
1) love GOD more than me, spiritually stronger:):):)
2)loves me:):)
3)loves children:)
4)practical and romantic at the appropriate time
5)stronger and muscular:p
6) family- and work orientated
7)noe how to do housework, including cooking(cos i dunno)
8)say "i love you" to me everyday
9)Gentleman
10)knows how i feel

things that i HATE in a man
1)dun love GOD
2)dun love me
3)rude, not loving
4)take his wife as a maid and sex and babies popping machine
5) irresponsible
6)he smokes and worse, stink:(
7)see women behind my back
8)liar
9)practice his punching and kicking skills on his wife
10) abuse his child!!!

lol. yeah. understand why i afraid to commit myself in a relationship? guess im still looking for a guy. not going to get myself emotionally attacted to a guy yet. im not ready. still wanna enjoy singlehood:)

my ideal combination of my children
1)son then daughter

bascially, i wanna have a son first. becos i prefer boys? a bit lah. but if i got a gal first. i dun wan any more. cos i dun wan the next one to be a boy. and my poor gal got to be the big sister looking after the spoilt brat boy. heehee. i'll send my gal to piano lesson, teach her how to be gentle, cos her mum is not. cannot whine, cannot cry at the small thing, make sure she is not stuck up(kill her if she is) go for grooming lesson. make sure she is the babe of her school. pretty and love God! do well in studies. love her parents too. if its a guy, i'll send him to piano lesson, some fighting lesson. he must be smart, be it in his studies or his street knowledge. must learn how to protect his little sister. put him in some gruesome cockroach-killing lesson(for my interest) MUST BE VERY VERY BRAVE!!! only cry in the presence of GOD. fear no one except GOD. spiritually strong. handsome. all the gals in his sch loves to be with him, but he will only choose only one that he truely loves. guess it must be cool to be my children. lol. i will never hit my children. NEVER!!!!! CHILD ABUSE!!!! i use LOVE EDUCATION. my children can go out late, but they must tell me where they are. heehee. gonna call my son Stanley and daughter... dunno yet. will find a beautiful name for her.

hahaha. all is too soon to talk abt this. but looking forward to this kind of family life:) but not now... now is the time i'll spend my time with my NO1 lover, JESUS! cheers!

call upon the name of Jesus and be saved
ChiewS

2005-07-29T10:33:00.000-07:00

whee! cell today!!! went sch first. sch then project discussion in library with Iris, sarah, xiu yu, esther and my maid Suatty. then discuss another project with nancy. if u r reading this nancy, U WILL CRY TOMORROW!!!! lol. i shall go to cafe after service and see u cry. **sob sob** then went down to simei to meet up with mich. get our stuff for today's potluck. i gotta my drinks. mich got her chocolate. went down to her hse straight. i melted the chocolate: ) mich do the wripped cream thingy. it was delicious: ) liwen+ting came for cell today. hahaha. had fun fellowshipping. jeremy made liwen cried and liting lk cry a bit also. so touching lk tt. in the end, jeremy became the "hated" guy. haha. cell was great! but it gonna be better and better. revival in e274! i have faith in all of us! we gonna reach out with LOVE!!!

so proud of moppie tan today. he shared his life testimony in his cell. God indeed change us. our life's never been the same on the day 1 we stepped into the church. He loves us sooooooooo much that He dun want us to stay in our broken old lifestyle. I love God. Once u tasted His love and awesome presence, u will want it more. all of us have a story to tell: ) God is good all the time....

jeremy's gonna start practising to play for cell. hope he can be a good player and starts playing for cell soon. gonna have faith in him. oh man... i cant believe i got 2nd thots abt picking up my rusty old guitar, where the string are lk 4 yrs old. had this thot when nancy was playing for us in the study room. feel tempted to play guitar again. but i HATE committing myself into one things w/o having any confidence that i will do well.(thats why i havent join any ministry yet) its bad i think... lk no faith lk tt... sigh...

But i have faith in HIM!!!

My love for YOU never die. Gonna soar high with Jesus!
ChiewS

min-err

2005-07-26T08:25:00.000-07:00

feel kinda of funny when ppl called me chiew ling instead of Chiews. i noe tt chiew ling is my real name. but lk got used of tt latter name, when ppl called me chiew ling now, i feel lk they will scold me next or got sth serious to tell me. lk funni lk tt. but all these names sound MUCH BETTER than the ones Mop tan gave me. what peggy la, broom la, tanya chua la. these are the kind of names tt will only come out from the brain of his. heh.

what art thou my beloved members of the min-err gang? have we lost the passion of min-err? are we going to hold another min-err evangelistic meeting at town? am i going to meet u guys in church/BS only? when's the last time i met my shing shong/NTUC/shop and save/primemart gal? i miss u guys: )

High and lifted up, He's my Prince of Peace!
ChiewS

airport photos!

2005-07-26T03:33:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone! i noe im slow. but here are the photos taken at the airport: )

<---Ben carried jeremy lk this in the train b4:p

whee! the guys used the trolley to push us gals ard, from t2 to t1

<---Women of GOD!

will all of us go for mission trip together?

Bye Mr Willie, u will be missed... remember my chocolate when u come back(",)

2005-07-25T07:48:00.000-07:00

ya!!! commskills presentation finally over: ) did ok overall i think: )
my hand was shaking badly, but thanks God tt doesnt affect my voice. lazy to elabrate.

some shouting out to do....
Ben: thanks for encouraging me yesterday! i remember ur advice. eye contact and smile more. my teacher commented tt i got a smily face:) lol. the bad thing is tt my hands kept shaking and i forgot to intro in my next speaker. good overall: ) thanks for ur prayers and making an effort to call me after my presentation. the msn chat yesterday indeed brings us closer together. we gonna grow from glory to glory, strength to strength! continue to live strong for Christ!
SH, XY, PY: well done gals. we did well!!! so glad this shit project is finally over. happy to have the 3 of u as my team mates. we gonna go out togther more often. pls stop saying i need to take medicine ok? im perfectly fine!!!! and im s'pore next top model(eliminated) lol.
Caylin: hee my dear lovely gal! thanks for reaching out to me one year ago:) this one year is indeed life-changing for me. dunno where will i be if u din reach out to me. love ya my dear, really appreciate all the things u have done for me:) love ya always! we gonna shine for God together!

potluck for cell this fri. dun really now what to cook.... shall pay a visit to shop and save with pete tomorrow...

God is good all the time!

ChiewS

pete is back!!

2005-07-23T10:44:00.000-07:00

oh man... i jus love this blog, could gaze at it for hours... hahaha. jus got back from east coast with sis yuling, pete, jeremy, mich and weiling. played pool with pete and jeremy earlier, and weiling +mich joined us after a while. then we took bus to east coast together, had a small photo taking session at the bus interchange. sis yuling joined us at east coast, had fun there:) walk to marine cove, i dinno the walk took us ard 50 mins! i was rather shock when mich told me tt on the cab. the walk was rather relaxing, kills all the fats ard our body. played arcade there. hahaha. we found out there's lots of free game in tt place. first one is the DDR machine, mich was dancing happily on it. another one was the king of fighters. hahahah. took cab home with mich:)

cell ytd was great!!! fetch pete from the airport first, then daphy and sis yuling ate at popeye. went mac to eat again, where jeremy lost 3 ferrero rocher to me**yes!!!!** went tanah merah station to pick pete for cell. argh. he brought back the disgusting smelly tofu. stinks!!! pete gave me this green froggy holding a red heart. hahah. so sweet: ) thanks pal!!! i was bascially crying and crying when sharing testimony. kinda of paiseh...heh. everything was great. this week cell is the most stinky cell gp eeting ever. all becos of the smelly tofu. really stinks lk shit(the watery kind) i was forced to take one. yucky smell. the crewing feeling is lk fried tofu, but the smell is lk SHIT! argh. crew on crewing gum to get rid of the smell. could still smell it when daphy tok to me. oh man... fellowship at simpang. great foods, great fellowship:)

today is sunday. and today is my "one yr anniversary" in CHC. can't believe time past so fast. mich was lk telling me she cant believe we had been friends for 7 mths. time flies, but i spend it meaning-fully. hahahha. shall update more abt this later tonight: )

one day in the House of God is better than a thousand days in the world!

ChiewS

2005-07-21T22:37:00.000-07:00

Life on earth is short. real short. ur loved ones maybe there the for u now, and gone in the next moment.. cherish all tt u have now... live life to the fullest, to the max. during the few sec to death, are u regretting? or are u happy, that u have not wasted ur life? im happy to say tt im living my life in a meaningful way. im not wasting my time on earth. i got purpose in my life. God will carry me thru in whatever situation im in: ) Jesus rules, now and forever!!!

ChiewS

2005-07-20T08:20:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone!!! Jus got back from Bible study @ YMCA. Today's lesson is abt divine healing. haha. funny thing is, i kept sneezing and coughing when the lesson was abt to end, and bro Joseph gave an altar call for healing. i went down, jns accompany me. i was lk sneezing sneezing all the way. but praise God, i felt much better after tt. ate the roadside ice cream with yvonne, jns, jeremy and yvonne. jess join us after BS. hahaha. jess went jns' hse. me, lest, jeremy and von took train back. we went to have dinner near jeremy's place. oh man. tt prawn mee store was close today. i ate fishball noodle, which is lk my 2nd time( i ate one bowl in school) nice nevertheless. went back home. geez. very tired. wanna sleep soon.

less than 2 more days!!! pete will be back with all the goodies!!!! **cheer!!**

ChiewS

I'm back!!!

2005-07-19T21:31:00.000-07:00

Hi everybody!!! I have finally slide back in the blogging thing. JK created this new blog for me. At least its nicer than my previous one:) Gonna blog a lot more in days to come. 3 more days and pete is coming back!!!! hahaha. he's gonna bring back all the chocolates from europe**cheers**, and gums and smelly tofu**argh** from HK. Gonna have a blast when he got back: ) just 3 more days bro!!! see ya at the airport!!! Gonna change a new blogskin. this one too dull and girly? lol!

ChiewS

changed

2005-07-19T06:42:00.000-07:00

I changed the blogskin!!!!!!!! Thanks to JK the pekko!!! He's now helping me to link ppl, he got me a counter and a tagboard!!! Gonna starts advertise my new blog add to everyone. starts flooding my tagboard pls!!!!! change my blogskin to this sad sad one. but i love it!!!!!!!

ChiewS